28.3.10 @ Sunday, March 28, 2010
all my fault :(
hais.
yst my mum was QQ webcaming w my step-father.
my step-father was asking her to ask me to go to slp as tat was alr 12am.
lol!
i whr gt slp so early one ?
i ignored my mum ..
thn he suddenly damn angry luh.
thn duno y my mum went to slp w a upset look.
i felt wired.
thn i loged in her QQ.
i saw all their chatting history.
my step-father was rlly bastard !
KNNBCCB !!!
he say wad my mummy nvr 教好 me n blah blah blah.
he kept blaming my innocent mummy .
WTF >?
my mummy was loved me very much since i was young.
as my father went to SG since i was 2 yr old.
my mum tried her best to give me double of love n act lyk my father too.
coz she 宠 me. thn now i seems dun actually listen to her much.
lyk tat my step-father scold her liao.
she did ask me to slp bt i dun wan to .
wad cn she do ?
my mummy have nothing wrong wad ?
she just hoped tat i could grow up naturely.juz lyk other kids..
a mother tat tried to let her child felt both parents' love,anything wrong ?
thn they quarrel...
i felt rlly unhappy n argue w him.
"why u treat my mummy lyk tat ? she have nothing wrong. i noe u nt satisfied w me , y cant you leave me alone thn ? instead of saying all those rubbish to hurt my mum,cant you be fair to her a little bit n support her ? " thn i offline.
tdy.
by th time i came bk from work my mummy was slpin alr.
i checked her QQ again.
my step-father's contact was gone from my mum's friend list !
thn i faster checked mine. his contact dissapeared from mine too !!
OMG!!!
WAD DID I DO ??
besides he dun lyk me . my step-father rlly treats my mum v good.
my mummy loves him a lot !
did i just make them quarrel more n break ?
think they 冷战ing...
shyt ..
i start regreting le..
but i was rlly hot whn i saw all th comment tat he've gave me n th hurting statments tat he've gave my mum...
hais..
我真的做错了吗?i was juzt felt unfair for my mum...:(
hope they'r able to maintain th nice relationship lyk last time again...
and they wont divorce becoz of me.. th naughty girl...
BEST WISHES & GOD HALPS !!!!!!!

